spring fling

i'm still drinking diet coke for breakfast, i just haven't known how to articulate myself as of late. tonight i feel like saying something.

my emotions have run the gamut over the past several months, but right now i feel calm. my self-awareness proves a blessing and a curse. i've felt disappointment in the real world, disappointment in myself. my hands are empty, but i'm beginning to take hold of the choice i have in the matter.

there's a friend at work i call sunshine. she's always happy and cheerful, even if referring to you as a motherfucker. lately i've realized that sunshine is on to something. something good. something pure.

spring will be good for me.